Hate that I love you

I hate to feel this pain when I know you do not care. I look in the mirror and I only see the reflection of someone who it is not her anymore. I hate the fact that every time I see you, you break my heart. How can I be so stupid? How can you be so happy when I am so sad? How can you be the most important person in my life and be the one who judge me. I hate the way you treat me, the way you talk to me and most importantly the way you love me. I want to hate you the way you hate me. I want to be strong like you and not care about what others think of me. I hate the fact that I cry for you. I am 29 years old and you still hurt me like when I was 4. Let me be honest, I just want you to call me and be able to feel nothing. I know one day I will get over you. I know one day I will say I forgive you. And if you are wondering, yes Dad, I am talking about you.

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